1: Growing into my body -- 2: Battling to normalise freedom -- 3: On the beauty of feminist rage -- 4: Meeting Alice Walker -- 5: Living like a girl -- 6: When feminists fight -- 7: A Blackwoman's journey through three South African universities -- 8: A mothering feminist's life: A celebration, meditation and roll call -- 9: When I grow up, I want to be me/you: Blackwomen, Joyful Struggle and the Academy -- 10: Winnie, Wambui, Wangari- on being difficult women -- 11: Writing African feminists: Celebrating FEMRITE at 20 -- 12: My mother's daughter, my sons' mother -- 13: After Sobukwe: Time again for Africa's imagination -- 14: A love letter to the Blackman who fathered me -- Departures.