Dedication-- Acknowledgement-- Overview--- Cahpter One: The blame game-- Chapter two: Familyas a contribution to low self esteem-- Chapter Threee: Community as a trigger for stigmatisation and sceptical foundation-- Chapter Four: Growing up in a rural village (impacts and effects)-- Chapter Five: Fitting in and establishing cancerous connections, a rural perspective-- Chapter Six: The succumbing to anger and depression, the seclusion effect-- Chapter seven:The negation of conclusion contradictions